I've been tagged for a meme by, Lori, a mother of 5 children...3 earthly and 2 sweet babies, Molly and Joseph, born and lost at 23 weeks just like our Kinsey and Ryan. Lori has also lost her father, so it seems we have a lot in common.
What I'm told is that a meme in blogland is a series of statements that begin with "I am..."
So, without further ado...
I am a flip-flop lover. Everyday. All day.
I am a leader at school, but not really in life.
I am a thinker, a questioner, and a wonderer. Thank goodness, for My Babe who answers my questions with great patience.
I am scared of opportunity and what could possibly be.
I am a recurrent dreamer of vomit - at least three times a month. Don't ask.
I am completely anal retentive about the placement of the pillows on our couch. Sometimes I think of them at night and know that they are downstairs, out of order.
I am determined.
I am an extreme lover of all animals, elderly, and people with special needs. So much so, that is causes me physical pain to see one of the three in need.
I am stubborn.
I am quick to anger...but working on it.
I am strong on the outside with my grief, but so weak on the inside. I miss my babies with every ounce of my soul, every single second of the day.
I am introverted and shy. I need to learn how to loosen up and have more fun.
I am so in love with My Babe.
I am going to be a mother someday.